My hearts been all over lately. There has been a lot of options before me. Basically an infinite set of options. I easly let myself get overwhelmed with the possibillities. Dwelling on which direction i should go. Trying to list pros and cons.... Ive done this before and I ALWAYS come to the same conclution... To stop, shut-up, and listen to Christ. Keep my eyes on my Father. I always feel freaked out on the uncertainty of the future. Yet Christ has never let me down... Im the one doing the letting down. Im still young, and super flexible as far has health and ability. So yeah, I can just about go anywhere and do anything. But all I want is Christ. My Father God has brought me countless blessings, including my abilities and flexibility..... I pray that God will make clear the path He wants me to take, and I know He will. In the mean time I will just focus on the mission before me. Focus on where my feet are now. The lives that are around me now. Everytime I look and dream elswhere I rob my mission feild of my atention and calling. Im not here on accedent. My mission feild is always where my feet are and my tools are whats in my hand at the moment. One of the worst things I can do is to allow is for the Thoughts of figuring out a future to consume me. I know for a fact im in Gods hand. :) no better place. So I must keep my eyes on Christ and keep in prayer and persaverence, what the Lord has in front of me at the moment. If he calls I follow.
