Saturday, August 20, 2011

Deep is His JOY


So I'm back in Las Cruces and have started working with Cru part time. I did not hit my goal for the full time position in time. But I have enough to jump on board as part time. So thanks everyone who helped support me. Its been a real blessing.

Since I've been back I have been in a ton of meetings. Been planning the weekly meeting for Cru, and the High Country Adventure trip we have each fall semester. We also have started a freshmen only group called Fresh. This group is a very social group where we have free food parties, games, trips ect... And will be getting them plugged into Cru as well. The freshmen class this year is the biggest one NMSU has ever seen. So please pray that we have a good positive influence for these freshmen by letting Christ shine more than us. 80% of the habbits college students fall into start thier freshmen year. So we desperatly want them to get into the habbit of serving Christ. Get them in a habbit and hunger of uncovering our Lord and Savior.

Cru had a few tables set up this week that had info on Cru and we were passing out Cru discount cards we put together as well. The tabling was a huge success. Talked to hundreds of students and passed out hundreds of Cru cards. I hope the word spreads and we see those students coming to Cru. I've been tabling so much that i have a very crazy flip flop tan and my exposed skin got a few shades darker this week, and its been in the upper 90s and lower 100s this week. But it was all worth it.

A story I thought I'd share.
After our first Cru meeting this last thursday, we went to Village Inn to hang out and socialize. I was running late because I had to load all the Cru equipment and drop it off where we store it each week. So as I was pulling into the parking lot I saw three of my friends from Cru talking to a man I've never seen before. So I parked and walked over to see whats up. The man was named Martin, and he was from Denver. He had a lot of trouble in Denver and met a women who gave him $100 to travel to Las Cruces, NM to get into an amazing ministry here. So we quickly found out he was a follower of Christ. He also said once he got to Las Cruces, he coulden't find that ministry he was looking for, and that lady didn't actually have one for him. And she just left him to fend for himself once he was here in Las Cruces. So Martin is now in a city he has never been to before and knows no one and has no place to go. But he had Christ. He met someone that was kind enough to let him stay at his place, and he found another kind soul that gave him a bike. And then he found us in a Village Inn parking lot, a group of three that turned into four.... than five... then six... So six of us heard his story, bought him groceries and prayed for him and he prayed for all of us. Running into Martin was kind of a reality check for me. Here I am with a house, a degree, good health, a job, and great friends and family and there are others less blessed out there... a lot of others. Running into Martin reminded me of that. I am blessed with so much, and I know I'm blessed with it all from Christ himself. But did he bless me so I can stay comfy and cozey? No, I'm blessed with more than I need so I may help those who are in need. After helping Martin and giving him my time and some groceries, guess what? I still have a lot I'm blessed with. This little encounter helped remind me of a lot. It was very humbling. Helping Martin was a small feat for us, yet made a huge inpact on his life. So much so, that Martin was in tears when we helped him. Every time he thanked us (Which was a lot) he would tear up. Helping people as Christ helped people doesnt actually take much out of you. So why arent we helping more?.... Thats a question I"ve always have been asking myself. And its a question Christ has been helping me with. And the greatest thing I've learned that helps me help others, is love. I know it sounds cliche but its true. Its not a love like you have for a friend or family. Its a super natural love that I know can only come from Christ. A love that equips you to love your enemies, love total strangers, like Martin.... So this little random meeting with Martin didnt just inpact him... It inpacted all 6 of use that were with him. We saw Christs love at work right before our eyes and it was one of the most beautiful things that I've ever seen.

Stroy number two:
I dont know if you guys know the Peltons but they are part of the Cru staff here at NMSU. Brandon, Mandy, Caleb and Jude Pelton. Thier newest edition to the family is Jude. Cute little guy. But Jude isnt your typical baby. He was brought into this world about a week ago. His story is very intense and still ongoing. I ask all of you to check out Mandys blog: Mandypelton.blogspot.com if you want to hear the whole story. Jude has down syndrom and had to get sergury on his brain, he has blood pockets in his brain, and he has a heart defect. He was born with a very low platelet count so they could do surgery right away but they needed to. So he got a blood tranfusion and that was a tough ordeal but he made it through and then he got his first brain sergury, again that was very rough but again he made it through..... I just told you a quick snapshot on whats going on but i ask you to please read Mandy's blog so you can pray and hear from someone who is there every step of the way.... I cant even imagin what the Peltons are going through. Even when I try I break down in tears, so I know the Peltons are really filled with all sorts of crazy emotions through this intense ordeal. But every time I read her blog, I see Christ right there with them. No matter what happens they have Joy. It clear proof that Joy runs deeper than pain and sarrow... I am humbled evertime I read her blog. I pray evertime I read her blog. I feel a bit more of Christ every time I read her blog.... Some people ask, Why is this happening? Why is Christ doing this? ... I don't know why Christ is doing this but I do know a little of what he has done through Jude. Jude isn't even a week old and he has brought people together in prayer, has humbled many people and alowed Christ to reveal himself in a very vivid way. I've prayed more this week than I have in a long time because of what Jude is going through. I've seen groups of people stop in thier bussiness to talk to Christ because of Jude's situation.... So even from a new born Christ is moving.... Every time I think on this I cry. No matter what, Christ moves. There is an emense amout of joy and love that pours from Christ. And no matter how bad things get, Christ always covers it with love and joy. It really does run deeper than anything I've ever witnessed before.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

About time


Ok, so I should of updated this a long time ago. I'm sorry for all of you who are actually trying to follow this. So.... Support is still tough as ever. In fact, I think its at its toughest. Im coming up to the end of the deadline and am still far from my goal. But I'm still learning a lot in this process and learning to let go and let Christ handle things in day to day life more than I ever have before... and you know what? I love that! I want to keep giving Christ control more and more.... back to whats tough, one of the reasons support raising is tough and slow going for me is because I've never done this before. Another thing is I'm a major doer more than a talker... I love serving in church, at cru, on campus and off campus. I love making videos, animations, art, poems, and getting projects going ect. I can do that stuff forever. And I do it natrually all the time. But in order for me to continue with the awesome ministry in las cruces, I need to raise my support. In order to raise the support, people need to know about it, and for people to know about it, I need to tell them, and to do that I need to talk... I need to talk to person after person after person. So, thats why its kinda tough. I have a tough time just talking. I get antsy and want to just make stuff or setup something, ect... And this is the very reason why support raising is very good for me. Its really making me grow in an area I'm weak in. So for all of you reading this please pray that the growing continues and that I continue to be moldable. I dont ever want to get to set in my own ways that I block out Christs voice even a little. Again, any help would be appreciated, and please pray! One of the most powerful thing you can do to help me is to just pray for me. ;) Also, if any of you know someone who would be interested in supporting a missionary like me, let me know. THANKS!

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Feeling some pressure

     Ok, so its been more than a week since I've updated this blog and for that I apologize. MPDing ( Support raising) isn't going so well for me.... At least when you look at the numbers. I've been meeting with a lot of very awesome individuals, and talking to quite a few people about my ministry but when I start looking at the numbers I realize I'm pretty far behind. A big part of me really wishes that money would have never came into existence. I wish I could just do what I was made to do, worshiping Christ through the talents he gave me and bringing his kingdom down the best I can at no extra work on my part. I just want to do what I enjoy and that's it. At least that's the selfish desire in me. Me just wanting everything to be hunky dory and working out at little effort on my part. These have been some of my thoughts lately. Going through this MPD process, I have realized that its actually been one of the greatest challenges in my spiritual growth. Its been very rewarding in my spiritual growth as well. Some times I forget that some of the best ways for us to grow and get closer to Christ, is to do something that is very hard and uncomfortable to do that the Lord himself has asked us to do. With this MPDing, I actually have to work, but not to much or I get caught up in trying to do everything on my own and not fully trusting in Christ.

Proverbs 3:5-6

 Trust in the LORD with all your heart
   and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways submit to him,
   and he will make your paths straight.

But I cant just sit and pray, expecting the Lord to just give me all I want. I know that Christ knows whats best for me. He knows what he is doing. Who am I to complain about my life in which Christ has made and designed, and in which Christ knows all I am and what is ultimately best for me.

Isaiah 55:8-9

“For my thoughts are not your thoughts, 
   neither are your ways my ways,”
            declares the LORD.
“As the heavens are higher than the earth,
   so are my ways higher than your ways
   and my thoughts than your thoughts.

I know from personal experience that the times in which I have grown close to Christ in the greatest of ways have been through hardships and very uncomfortable situations, but not just going through them, but going through them with Christ. So going through this little thought process lately, I started complaining and whining in my heart, and the Christ went in and helped bring me back to reality, and humble me. He is really good at doing that.
    Everyone who is reading this please pray for me and pray I don't try and take thing into my own hands. Pray also that I can step it up without putting Christ on the shelf. On this same blog I will be figuring out a way to show how much support I have and how much more I need. I am not entirely sure how to do that yet but I am working on that. 

2 Corinthians 12:10

That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

Friday, June 3, 2011

Week three of MPD

     Sorry for not updating my blog sooner. I had the internet shut off at my old place over a week ago as I moved to my new place. Im moving into a really big nice old house with 3 other guys. Before Moving in the family that bought the place had a welcome Bar-b-que. It was extremely nice of them to do that. They are great Christians, very kind people, so I feel very blessed in having the opportunity to live in a house like this. So anyone who is reading this, please pray that the house I just moved into will be a very safe welcoming place where anyone who enters will feel the love of Christ.
    Now, to keep everyone updated on my Support raising. Last week was a very blessed week for me. First off, I called and met with someone I have never met before and by the end of the meet he decided to give me monthly support! And thats not all, he gave me three good references as well. The very next day I called one of these references and met with him and he decided to give me monthly support as well! Christ rocks. From two people I've never met before Christ has blessed me through them and they are already my best supporters. But its still hard and uncomfortable for me to support raise. So please continue to pray for that.
    This Saturday (the 4th) I will be hiking up a fourteener with my dad and two of his friends. I LOVE hiking fourteeners. We will be summiting Mt.Shermin ( http://14ers.com/photos/peakmain.php?peak=Mt.+Sherman ) please pray no one gets injured. I believe Mt.Shermin will be my 11th fourteener. I would strongly suggest everyone to climb a fourteener at least once in their life. Some of the most beautiful views when your hiking one.